I DO FEEL SAD

i noe i shudn't think bout what hav u done to my family

i noe i shud be frenly with u n treat u as my little sister

BUT I CANT

whenever i think back EVERYTHING tht u done

I PISSED OFF

im cooling myself all d way

im trying to 4get everything

im forcing myself to be happy with u and SMILE all d way when facing u

but U PROMISE and u BREAK it too

why shud i believe u?

coz u r still YOUNG? u r not YOUNG anymore

u r 18 my dear

u reli nid to think properly

what is ur future?

what will u do if v all r not around u?

what will happen to u if u got nothing to do?

nw u staying with us u no nid to worry ANYTHING

everything u owe IS NOT URS

u din PAY FOR IT

i reli dunno how to FACE u

for everything tht u done

its surpose to be U HIDING ME

not me run from U

but u make me feel sad n sad

u din chg at all

u getting crazy js becoz a tampin GAL

izzit without her u will DIE?

without her u do NOTHING? tell me

what so good about her??

whenever u angry u nvr think bout others ppl

u will js make ppl who surrounding u feel UNHAPPY

u CRAZY BECOZ OF HER

WORTH OR NOT?

i accept what u are but i cant accept what u gonna do

i cant 4get what u did i cant put down~!!!!

im trying to accept u as my little sister coz i reli wanna hav one

but u make me disappointed

u make me sad

how can i put down everything????

how can i still with u

how can i fong sam to let u stay with my mummy if i gonna oversea for futher study or working

how can???? U TELL ME