情为何物？

到底什么是爱情？
来得快也去得快？
还有的借口多多只为了逃避！
男人总是为了逃避爱情而想尽一切办法来好让自己容易下台！
你们很逊耶！
简直是歪种！
看不起你们~！丢男人的面子！

一切就这样结束吧

虽然偶心里是有点不爽啦不过今天说了一切都算了偶们的一切恩怨一笔勾消就当偶之前做过对不起你的事偶像你道歉请你也不要计较！偶们还是一家人好朋友！

Peace

As usual...wake up in d afternoon...

hav a heavy BREAK1st + LUNCH

after that when to OLD TASTE on9 Maple

BOMB my Maple Shield >.<

kinda sad but its okie...it will be back soon...

nothing happen today....kinda peaceful....

nth sad besides i bomb my Maple Shield....

nth special...except EUU WITH ME ^o^

stay cool stay happy stay peace ^_^"

偶一身中最痛恨的人

为什么你总是不停的在偶身边围绕？

为什么就是一直一直绕着偶转？

偶的人生本来都是一团糟了

难道你还嫌弃偶不够糟还要来缭乱偶的人生吗？

你自己最清楚你是什么身份

论辈分论年纪论学历你永远都在偶后头

你为什么就是那样不自爱？

你以为你自己是什么？

偶妈说原谅他人 = 善待自己

偶同意但这绝对不是用在你身上！

你不配得到别人的原谅

你不配拥有这一切

你不配得到偶的一切

你不配出现在偶生活里头！

你就是不配！

别告诉偶17岁的你还小！

偶妈可怜你才让你和偶一起过活

好让你体会到母爱

但你有吗？

你有当她是你半个母亲吗？

你没有！是你自己清口告诉偶！你没把她当成自己母亲看待！

她不开心你不会内疚

她开心你就逗着她玩！

你把偶们这一家当什么？

大家都说你很可怜！

偶说吗你真的是可怜没人爱啊！

偶不歧视同性恋但偶就是歧视你是同性恋者

你什么都不是

你爸爸好心带你看心理辅导师好让你看开一切

但是你呢？

你有改吗？你根本就不喜欢自己家人！

你本来就责怪家人为什么要生下你然后不能给你幸福！

你知道吗多少人没有自己父母疼爱

但有些小孩很幸福因为有续父续母疼爱关怀

那你呢身在福中不知福

每天都埋怨自己的父母

你有什么资格啊！

偶妈付出得不够多吗？偶妈为你做的一切不够多吗？

她让你吃好的穿好的睡好的

只要她能给的都统统给你

可是你呢你珍惜吗？

偶告诉你你并没有！

偶现在看到你前面就讨厌你后面

看到你后面就讨厌你前面

你里里外外上上下下前前后后偶都讨厌

偶究竟什么时候才能脱离你这个不自爱的人？

你所犯下的错偶都记得清清楚楚

偶就是没有一般人的菩萨心肠宽容你善待你

偶巴不得你现在就离开人间！

偶并不需要你的陪伴

偶已经习惯了在家一个人

朱兰香偶一辈子也不会饶了你不会原谅你不会看好你！

Think of euu

天天夜夜都在想念你
无时无刻都在挂念你
日日月月都在思念你
你。。。也是不是那样呢？

有时候偶真的搞不懂你
有时很热情
有时很冷淡
有时很开心
有时很伤心
难以抓摸的心
始终都有点缺乏安全感

每当偶生气
你无动于衷
是否不想多说
怕惹祸
还是你没办法
安慰偶
让偶开心

女人最希望的是
每当自己撒娇的时候
最少有个男的
在身边陪伴安慰
好让自己发泄
和得到安心说服安慰
但。。。
这些都好像不会发生在偶身上
偶不停的让你体会
但你却置之不理
因为你措手无策

究竟是谁的问题
还是偶不该渴望你了解
还是偶太过分
另你难以接受
偶不知道

Sick of u

goosh...im sick now = = happy??? i reli reli feel sad becoz of u...how nice is my world without u i wish to noe...since u came to my life...my life changing till nw....u get whatever u wan..i lost whatever i have...no matter what u did u will been forgive n i will be d victim...whatever u did or u done u will nvr take responsibility...everything also folo ur attitude...everything also not taking it seriously do u noe what is d most important thing in ur life?i dont think u will noe it...coz u will nvr FIND OUT THE ANSWER TILL U CHG URSELF N KNOWN URSELF WELL...i hate u so much...i do....i try to do everything to cheer u up...but i cant make myself to be love with u...i hope to hav a sybling but NOT u...u r not d kind i wanted....u fool me up...u ruin my world...u r a destroyer...i hate u so much...i do treat u as my beloved sister...but u make me hate u...im trying to be happy infront of u but u js play a fool with me...i try i try i try i try so hard to forgive u for everything u did but u didnt appreciate whateve u hav...I HATE U SO MUCH!!!!!!

Wawa d Guinea Pig

Welcome my new family

WAWA d Guinea Pig

i sudd found out d pet shop which is alwiz i when to

and saw a little cute special guinea pig

she is so CUTE

as u can see the color is Black n White

dont u guys think its cute??

i love her so muchieeeeee XD

after my chou po niang passed i feel sad to hav other pet

till i found WAWA...

i hope she can be with me as long as she can...

ppl said guinea pig may life longer than dog...

i hope WAWA will be tht long life ^o^

as HER bday...i make it at 19 OCT 2009

which is i bought her home ^^

Happy Happy Happy

-想念-

Miss u so muchie...feel wanna cry....i ask myself....without u can i survive...yes i will but not for now T.T i reli nid u in my mind n my life...when u r with me i feel comfortable n happy...without u i will be more brave coz i still nid u in my life ^o^ bii bii...thx for coming to my life and join me...i will be the most happiest gal in d world coz of u~ I LOVE EUU SO MUCHIE ^o^

突然想念起来了

你不能决定生命的长度

但是能改变他的宽度

你不能左右天气

但是却能改变心情

你不能改变容貌

但是你能展现笑容

你不能控制他人

但能够掌控自己

你不能预知明天

但能利用今天

你不能样样顺利

但至少你能事事尽力

一个人独自坐在 Black & White Cafe喝着 Honey Milk想念着你。今天的你是否过的很好呢。你吃饱嘛。无时无刻都在想念着你。你在干什么呢。偶的好朋友明天２１生日了。偶替他开心呐因为那么多人为他庆生。偶的２１虽然不怎么好过但有你的陪伴。偶也算是幸福了。谢谢你一直陪着偶。感谢上天的安排让偶们在一起。感谢这一切偶所拥有的。偶爱你。

偶原谅了你

其实做错事并没什么大不了

最主要的就是你知道

自己错在哪里

希望这次的错误能够令你警戒

下次不要再从犯了

偶知道你的苦衷

也知道你的用意

但有些时候你也得选择

放下你的尊严

偶不需要任何东西

也不渴望任何东西

只要你记住

你可是答应偶

要照顾偶1314

希望你能做到

偶对你的期望可是很高

说真的

刚刚看见偶们班的老豆的宝贝女儿出生了

偶也很开心

而且自己也盼望这一天的到来

偶不需要你马上做任何冲动的决定

也不需要你付出什么

偶只要你记得

谁最在乎你

谁最关心你

偶不想再听见你说 ‘对不起 ’

再多说也没意思

重点只是要你知道

你自己错什么

自己反省

那就已经足够了

没人看不起你

没人不理会你

没人憎恨你

没人挖苦你

因为偶会呆在你身边

当你的好老婆好伴侣

偶一定会为你而该

偶也希望你是如此

有偶在你身边

你不必再萎缩你自己

是时候释放自己

告诉大家你也有你的用处

你也会决定你自己的未来

不需要任何人为你安排一切

你会靠自己

养活家人 养活自己

宝赑 你是最好的 你知道嘛

偶很感谢你在偶身边

一直都没有嫌弃偶

偶和你在一起就是

最幸福的了

I LOVE YOU Bii

空白

你也知道今天发生什么事吧

到头来是偶的错

不管偶怎么努力都会是白费的

因为偶根本不了解你

你也不会了解偶

今天。。。偶再次为你掉泪

不是因为偶让你生气

是因为偶做人失败

很多东西不是你想象那样完美

也许偶真的不配有你的存在吧

i will alwiz silent my phone...no worry...and i will off it...so that you cant call me and no nid to wait for me...is my fault...gomen...

对不起？道歉？有用吗？

每一次当偶不说话不开心摆架子时
偶都会听到你说对不起
不管什么事都说对不起
究竟对不起对你来说是什么？
只不过敷衍偶
还是为了不想偶不开心？
对不起到底包含什么意义？
什么事情都能说对不起
然后就不再追究吗？
什么事情都能说对不起
然后没事情发生吗？
偶说过偶不喜欢对不起
偶不喜欢别人道歉
道歉有用的话要警察来干嘛？
对不起对偶来说没意思
说了还是会犯错
不会更改
说了对不起心里会好过吗？
说了对不起对自己的错就不了了之吗？
说了对不起就很大咯？
都不知为了什么
偶都只对你说对不起！
说是没用的
要改才有用
偶真不明白
偶找不到答案
也解决不了对不起这个疑问！
doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooootz

21岁的生日也只不过是如此

5月3日1988年

人人都说21岁生日必须大搞才有意思

才会留下难忘的回忆

偶有难忘的回忆啊

那不就是家人都不知道偶生日咯

一份生日礼物也没有咯

生日一个人躲在家休养咯

不过。。。还好的是偶班同学提早和偶庆祝

开烧烤会咯。。。谢谢你们！

21岁了。。。那又怎么样

还不是老样子。。。

还是猪头猪脑的什么都不懂

什么都不会

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

偶一点感觉都没有

完全感受不到自己21岁生日了

没气氛呢！

好了不多说。。。。。

希望自己生病快点好起来

快快打败病魔

开开心心的过日子吧。。。

加油加油加油

在此补上一首歌给自己

Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday To Me...

现在才发现是否太迟？

这个月内发生了2件不愉快的事情

第一件事发生在学业上
偶不知道为什么考试不及格
是不是final写不好
还是老师不明白偶写的东西
大家都对偶说
都已经是事实了
就接受吧
别再追问为什么的
下次再努力考好就得了
但。。。偶还有多少次下次呢？

第二件事就是体型
偶今天到tesco买衣服和西裤
要不是偶试衣服
都不知道原来自己无形中的增肥了
很伤心也很失望
以为不怎么吃东西就不会发胖
但。。。原来偶错了
看着镜中的自己总是觉得很厌倦 很讨厌
什么时候自己才能变得漂亮
什么时候才能变成妈妈所想要的票准身材
偶自己也不知道

偶还是第一次在乎自己的体重
每次人家说偶肥说偶胖
偶都没关系
因为健康就好开心就好
但。。。事实终究是事实
总要面对自己是肥婆胖妹肥妹

宝贝每次都对偶说
没关系不要紧无所谓
在他心里偶已经很美了
但这些话对偶而言总觉得很为难你
自己的肥胖搞到别人歧视你看扁你
有这样的女朋友

偶真的开始自卑起来了
心情不好
乱发脾气
但又不想让你知道
怕你担心
最总你还是担心了~
宝贝
对不起
偶太没用了
偶什么都做不到
偶能做的只是呆在你身边而已
原谅偶的无知
原谅偶的天真
原谅偶的鲁莽
原谅偶的小气
原谅偶的一切

偶爱你

What's wrong ???

what happen to everyone?

what happen to my family?

what happen to my mummy?

what had i done?

what's wrong with me?

what's going on?

anyone can tell me?

im sick of those question...everyday bla bla bla...if mummy really dont like my life style

just ask me back to daddy hse lor...no nid so san fu euu everyday bla me isn't it?

i know whatever i do whatever i say whatever i do not help are totally wrong...

whatever u do whatever u say whatever u scold are 200% CORRECT...

euu r my mummy and im ur daughther i should keep my mouth shut and listen to euu...

it is fair to euu doesn't it?

nothing much i can help...

nothing much i can do...

nothing much i can say...

do euu really wanna force me betray euu and leave this hse or euu let me do whatever im doing?

of coz...i knew the answer even tot euu didnt say it out...coz i know...EUU ARE MY MUMMY...

EUU WILL NEVER CHANGE UR MIND...

euu are the one i admire 1 love it and i wont leave euu...

but nowadays...u make me become......... till i dunno how im gonna descirbe....

everyone got anger...everyone will have to explore...

im the one who let euu explore on me...

im the only one who are still beside euu do euu know that?

do euu know why i dowan to back daddy's hse?

do euu ever know why i choose to follow euu?

euu will never know...whatever euu say is hurting me...

whatever u doing is for UR OWN GOOD!

mummy...ur action will just make me crazy and not teaching me...

whatever euu are doing now is totally out of ur mind...

im telling...im not trying to wai hip euu...if euu still gonna be like that...

im sure...i will back to daddy hse...

and become a person that u will never know...

im already s0t...

Boring Holiday~~~~

Holiday sibeh boring aaaaa...

everyday stay at kopitiam jaga shop no other place can go...

everynite stay at home do nothing...

no games no music no chit-chat no nothing...

IM GONNA CRAZY!!!!!!

what should i do????

arhhhh sibeh bored aaaa!!!!!!

anyone come and HELP ME!!!!!

Naza GTR ... CPI

I wish to have 1 scooter like this =x
reli yeng...walaupun not new but still yao yeng lor.....
this is my dreamz scooter le....
price EXTREMELY nice...
150cc...NOT BAD....
i saw 1 in melaka oni...hope to see it again somewhere...
goshhhh...MY DREAMZ SCOOTER~!!!

Happy Unhappy?

i dunno what is my feel now...
im so happy that u with me together whole day....
accompany me watch movie...eat...play...
u follow me the whole day...
should i be very happy?
but.....
how come i feel so down now?
becoz of 1 phone call...everything goes unhappy?
i dunno why i feel unhappy and upsad...
izzit becoz ur mum was very angry and ask u to back home?
or i feel very sorry to ur mum that i "kidnap" her son?
i reli dunno what to do now...
i just feel...im doing something wrongly and i dunno it...
i ask u to inform ur parents that u are not going home or u are safe at some place...
but seems u didnt heard what i told u...
now den ur mum is "chasing" u around...
and i feel myself very bad that i didnt send u home...
i reli dunno how to face ur mum and u...
i should ask u back home after final exam...
u shouldn't stay here for so long...
u should back home earlier and see ur parents...
haizzz......
izzit my fault? any1 false??
i reli dunno tht...and i dont wish to know tht...im sick of thinking bout it....





to my nuinui:
y u so bad today...u surppose to ajak me take photo with u izzit it?
y u didnt call mama?
mama waiting u for so long...dont u know that???
mama reli reli reli wanna have 1 more photo with u...
coz....u r not coming back to mama T_T
y u so notty...y u js leave mama like tht?
dont u feel mama angry with u?
mama reli angry with u...but mama more sad than angry....
sobzzz........
nuinui sibeh notty...the next time i saw u i sure KICK ur @ss....
bad nuinui....
take care urself and do miss me....
REMEMBER.....Hate me is ur lost Love me is ur pleasure...
I WILL MISS EUU SO MUCHIEEEE
"I Do Love U As My Buddy & NuiNui"

sorry for anything that i had done to u...hope u dont put in ur heart...im alwiz be with u

不知该开心还是失落

偶很开心你今天出现在我家
偶也很开心偶从今天起不需要做兼职

但开心过后又是什么？
你可以说偶小气偶霸道偶无理取闹
偶都无所谓
偶如果有你那样的头脑偶还需要你的帮忙吗？
偶知道自己懒到出汁　
人人都说这么说偶
偶也不是第一次听到了
偶自己心里有数

难道你还不习惯偶的脾气吗？
难道你不了解吗？
也对啦
周围的人都说
偶不了解你
偶耍大小姐脾气
偶霸道
偶不接受别人的理由
偶不停人家的劝告

也许你了解或许你不了解
但没关系
偶只想告诉你
不管你了解不了解
偶就是这样
接受不接受
偶不在乎
喜不喜欢
是你的自由
偶已不再理会

有没有人在偶身边
对偶已经无关痛痒了
偶已经习惯了一个人的生活
偶已经不再是偶了
你知道吗？　呵呵～

偶累了～如果这一刻能够停止偶宁可停止一切～停下偶的脚步～停下偶的呼吸～躺在冰冷的棺材里～等待自由的飞翔～

愛しています

今天是宝贝的生日（24日2月2009年）

我知道你很开心 但我有点不好意思呢

因为我不是第一个祝福你的人

我总觉得好没脸哦！

但不管怎么样都好

今天一定会有个惊喜给你的！

在此祝福宝贝

身体健康

学业进步

步步高升

永远爱我 =x

情人节就这样过了

好遗憾的

情人节不能和你一起度过！

要不是做工 你就不会寂寞的度过了

真的非常对不起 gomennasai T_T

等我们再见面时我在捕赏你 =P

寂寞的你会在做什么呢？

想我还是在玩游戏？

第一次情人节就没有和你一起庆祝

还真绍兴的

我吃那么大 正20岁人

第一次过有情人的情人节

但。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

却因为做工而没能和你在一起

生气。伤心。失望。

不过都无所谓。。。

因为我朋友说

只要和心爱的人在一起

每天都是情人节！！！

娃哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~~

离工作天还有2个星期！！！

过后我就自由了！！！

实在开心呢~

没工作的日子就特别和你靠近了

因为天天都能陪伴你！！！！

开心。开心。开心

祝全天下的情人终成眷属！！！开开心心过每一天！！！！！

problem is me not u?

i reli dunno what to say anymore...
everything getting more confusing...
u will nvr say out ur feeling in front of me js becoz u said i will angry!!!
but did u reli say out???
im so damn hurt when OTHER PPL telling me tht u act is not happy and coz of me...
why cant u js say out???
u reli sked on me???
i reli so hard to communicate???
did i give u chances to say out???
why cant u js tell me??? why why why???
i dowan to knw about u from other ppl MOUTH!!!
dont u knw tht???
how ppl will think about me???
u r spoiling everything dont u knw tht???
what have i done???
i kwn i treat u so bad...
i knw i alwiz scold u...
i knw i also blame u...
but do u think about urself???
ppl are saying me tht i didnt care ur feeling...
i hurting u all the way...
i scolding u for nothing...
i myself wanna quarrel with u...
i myself wanna make angry with u...
i reli damn hurt when the word say it out...
i pretend i dunno everything...
but...
i js feel u keep hidding something behind me...
u rela say out ur feeling to others also dowan to tell me...
u r not care on me doesnt u???
ppl trying to say im escaping from the problem..
im not solving it...
YES i tell...IM NOT TRYING TO SOLVE...COZ I PISSED OFF AD...
i had did what i have to do...
do u same like me???
if u knw the problem den go n SOLVE ur own...
if u feel be with me very hard for u THEN JS BREAK OFF!!!!
I DONT MIND ANYMORE...I USED TO IT...PPL ALWIZ SAY LIKE THT...IM SOHAI!!!!

- Old Taste -

3 s0h p0 at Old Taste =x

Muahahahahaha...im back to BLOGGGIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

kinda long time didnt come here...not even pass by ><

everyday busy work work work...sien sei...


2day kinda tired de...but feel wanna hang out with gangs.....

in the end met up with Mushroom lynn and 笨蛋 vyin....

we when to Old Taste near Melaka Raya...

having Special Teh Ais...Hot Chocolate...Enrich Chocolate...and also Fried WanTan =)

3 of us macam s0h p0 shooting photo...gossiping...and *do some homework* .......


almost da time to back home le..

both of them got morning 830 class...

so i have to fetch them home =x

aaaaaaaa....

assignment all gonna due date le...IM GONNA GET KILLLLLLLL!!!!!

T_T

anyone can help me up????

so STREEEEEEEEEEES aaaaaa....

sob sob......


DoOoOoOooooooooooOoooOtz......

Merchine worker

aaaaaaaaaaaaa

being working for 1month...

what i gain in the end is "Money" (of coz)

and "TIRED"

non stop working everyday...
no time play games
no time bloggieeee....
no time go visit all my frens (im sorry)
no time get ang bao T_T

seriously...i dunno when i will stop being like this...
but 1 thing i knw...
is....im gonna be RICH at the end of February...

muahahahahah

Happy Chinese New Year to all my frens and family
my jimuiz hengdaiz lousei louyao
wish u guys happy 4ever
(dont miss me)

祝大家新年快乐
心想事成
年年有余
青春魅力
学业进步
笑口常开
人见人爱
事事顺利
步步高升
龙马精神
恭喜发财

p/s : i will be back when im free~ leave me a msg if got anything to find me or gimme a call =) tc buddies~

深夜的一晚

时间还真不早了
和热血3国的一位盟友聊天
不知不觉说了很多心事
我很久都没料也没翻起以往的事情
我脑海里突然漂浮着以往的回忆
我开始哭泣
便说着便哭泣
哭了大概一个小时多吧
头开始剧烈疼痛
眼睛开始模糊
但还是睡不下

每当我想这这些不愉快的往事
我都会想起某些朋友
我在吉隆坡的日子
还好有她们相伴
日子才没那么难过
本相离开伤心地到外出专心读书
可是到最后还是一样
回到原点

我到底还要恨自己很多久?
我也不知道
我想总有一天我会找到答案

我不想对任何人不公平
我更不想对宝贝不公平
直到我找到答案为此



我依然还是会恨自己

School RE-OPEN

sien neh...1 weeks holiday js pass like tht T_T

feel like no holidays....

everyday at home play game...chiong game...





back to college...

as usual....classmates 38 38 =P

everyone were excited!!!!

playing around...joking aorund..having fun in class =o


p/s: 1st time i automatic copy notes...listen to lect o.O study well
( how come sudd so guai =x )




- Work -

starting my part-time job at BeiZhan restoran...

nearby my hse...

good pay from them ( if not i also wont go work =.=v )

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the only thing is...i have to work on 29th 30th till 初7....

dooooooooooooootz~

i cant enjoy my CNY T_T

what to do???

getting poor...have to find some work to cover my own expenses...

haizz...

poor poor~

Happy New Year 2009

say bye bye to 2008 ~

lonely T_T
stay at home and play game...
no place to go...
sad sad T_T

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