爱逐渐减少了

究竟是我多心还是你不够用心

你对我的爱也许不变但我对你的爱渐渐减退了

原因究竟在哪儿我不知道

我们见面次数少了因为你比我更忙

我们一起出门的时间可以说是零因为你很忙

我们吃饭时间1星期不到2次因为你很忙

每次想见你但却不能因为你很忙

你很忙已经成了你的口头谈

我承认大家生活方式不一样会有所偏差

但我的确还是需要你在我身边

你可以说我自私但那是应该的

你陪朋友的时间还多过我我不否认你很忙

忙不是借口 忙只不过是你生活的一部分

你的心究竟还有我吗

当你忙得不可开交的时候你有想到我在等你吗

我有 我不管怎么忙我都会想起你吃饭了吗

你睡好吗 你会不会忘了做什么之类的

我天天都在担心你生活你的情绪你的一切

可是你有吗 也许你有 但你从不让我知道

你对我的好我心领但你始终还是不会表达

我不想改变你 但有些时候作为男人该做的你都没做到

爱情是要互相体谅互相谅解互相忍让

我已经很努力了 你呢

我责问自己我是不是做得不够好

我真的不知道呃～～～～～～～

2年了 好像才发生那样

我们在一起已经2年又3天了

但彼此还不能够了解彼此

对。。。了解是需要时间

但我不知道所谓的时间到底是多久

你每次都说很了解我

其实你有没有想过

很多时候是你自己小气不接受批评

你多番的说我这个不好那个不好脾气坏不接受你的劝告

但你又有想过你自己的问题吗

很多时候只不过小事情我说说而已

你的反应就像我拿刀刺你一样

脸色360度转变 心情糟透了

我想的吗 你自己最清楚

我不会无缘无故的生气你

但你有想过为什么我会生气你吗

我们承诺过彼此都不能提出那‘2个字’

但每一次的翻脸都令我想到这‘2个字’

我知道自己无法做选择

也因为我自卑 所以我选择了忍耐

我不想委屈你 但更不想我自己不开心

我想说清楚但从没成功过

这2年来 眼泪已经埋没一切了

多少眼泪就为了一句话而流了出来

我人虽高大肥胖 但我的心真的很脆弱 你知道吗

外表隐藏了一切 但内心没办法隐藏

做女人的都希望男人的关心

再说一天一封信息问候很难吗

有哪一个男人不会的

可是你却能把我给忘记 我真不明白

难道我在你心目中一点都不值得留念

一丝想念也没有吗

我有缺点我尽量改 但你的缺点呢 你自问有改吗

爱情是双方面配合的 你呢

我真的不知道怎么做才好

我们能够维持多久我真的不知道

我的心天天都在担心 天天都在悲哀

你又何否知道呢

也许你已经尽力了但我看不到吧

宝贝 我对你的爱算什么 你能告诉我吗

只怕爱的太深 伤得更深

我该如何是好

Malacca only beach

today i slept till 1pm...consider early for me

cause is weekend and it's my ONLY sleeping day

hubby was overnight at my house....

sleeping with me till i wake up....(don't think others)

but i didn't wake...so he get up and play facebook and game

he planned to buy something for me

as 2nd years anniversary present

end up i didn't get to choose what i want =[

after a walk around Melaka Raya

we when to BEACH....

the only BEACH left in malacca >m<

long long time ago i had been there for picnic

but now less and less beach or seaside....

all became HIGHWAY!!!!

we talk half and hour walk...

enjoying the sand and sunshine....

i wanted to take some photo with hubby but he ESCAPE

he kinda shy when taking photo XD

this is the only photo we take when at the beach

but i really happy within this half and hour

at least he suggest wanna go BEACH

Happy Nite - 14/08/2010

~ELEVEN~

a pub that kinda nice

me, mummy, nick, and lynn

together go for a drink there

and nick was drunk but she don't admit

now she fall in sleep ad...START THE BASS

nick and me drinking HOEGAARDEN

lynn and nick

nick was holding 2 pints of HOEGAARGEN~

alwasy the same pose when she take picha

never ever change it~

lovely mummy with me

she was the one who sugguest to go ELEVEN

4 of us are so happy......

and 3 of us had make a PROMISE

hehe.....sceret! im not gonna tell here

wondeful day for us

no stress no complaint no blaming no argue

JUST ENJOY !!!!!

once i drink HOEGAARDEN

im ADDICTED!!! oh gosssssh

it was so smooth and taste like berry

so PREFECT......

and we have 3 small glass vodka

extremely salty and hot

next visit to ELEVEN will be........

will be continue.......XD

my tears fall for you

no matter what you have done

no matter what you had say

you always the best

you are so PREFECT to me

you are so SPECIAL to me

your are so SWEET to me

your are so ADORABLE to me

i miss the time that we both together

we live together

we eat together

we play together

we share together

we 38 together

its all memory for me ever and ever

you are such a good friend to me

till i cant control myself to LOVE you so much XD

i just wanna be your side when you are down

i wanna be with you any time any moment any sec

when you smile, i will smile more happily

when you cry, i will borrow you my shoulder

when you anger, i will be there for you to shot

when you hungry, i will bring food to you

when you tired, i will be your pillow

but now i cant do anything for you

cause we are separated

you don't have to say anything

i will be there for you if i could

i will do ANYTHING for you if i could

i SWEAR i will HONEY

you will always be my BEST FRIEND FOREVER

meaningless

nothing much can say to u anymore

i had try my BEST to keep u away from that BLACKY

but end up u still go movie with her!!!!!

u said coincidently meet up but how come she will noe what u gonna watch?

u never think of what we feel dont u?

u promise everything...never to see her...never to meet her...

but u r promise BREAKER

u didnt do anything on it...u just let her hang it there.....

u will never care what we had done to u

we scarifice for u but u didnt appreciate it...

u reli pissed off everyone....

chances giving once n once,,,,dont u think u will be send back to THAILAND

once ur father noes everythine YOU'Re DONE

什么时候你才会想？

基本上我并不想要对你做任何事情 你也很清楚她必须离开

你们得不到大家的祝福的 为何你就是不开口说清楚

你认为这样拖有意思吗 时间不会为你们而停留的

如果你们是真心的 那摆脱叫她面对自己家人你也面对家人做解释啊

现在搞到这样很爽吗 你默不出声很帅气吗

幼稚 简直就是幼稚

你已经18岁人了 脑袋还是那么的13岁吗

想想你之前做过的事 再想想大家为你安排的一切

你要是再执迷不悟 你真的没得救了

你想被抛弃的话 你就继续现在的生活 和她混在一起吧