Monday, May 4, 2009

21岁的生日也只不过是如此

5月3日1988年

人人都说21岁生日必须大搞才有意思


才会留下难忘的回忆

偶有难忘的回忆啊

那不就是家人都不知道偶生日咯

一份生日礼物也没有咯

生日一个人躲在家休养咯

不过。。。还好的是偶班同学提早和偶庆祝

开烧烤会咯。。。谢谢你们!

21岁了。。。那又怎么样

还不是老样子。。。

还是猪头猪脑的什么都不懂

什么都不会

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

偶一点感觉都没有

完全感受不到自己21岁生日了

没气氛呢!

好了不多说。。。。。

希望自己生病快点好起来

快快打败病魔

开开心心的过日子吧。。。

加油加油加油


在此补上一首歌给自己


Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday To Me

Happy Birthday Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday To Me...

Saturday, April 25, 2009

现在才发现是否太迟?

这个月内发生了2件不愉快的事情

第一件事发生在学业上
偶不知道为什么考试不及格
是不是final写不好
还是老师不明白偶写的东西
大家都对偶说
都已经是事实了
就接受吧
别再追问为什么的
下次再努力考好就得了
但。。。偶还有多少次下次呢?

第二件事就是体型
偶今天到tesco买衣服和西裤
要不是偶试衣服
都不知道原来自己无形中的增肥了
很伤心也很失望
以为不怎么吃东西就不会发胖
但。。。原来偶错了
看着镜中的自己总是觉得很厌倦 很讨厌
什么时候自己才能变得漂亮
什么时候才能变成妈妈所想要的票准身材
偶自己也不知道

偶还是第一次在乎自己的体重
每次人家说偶肥说偶胖
偶都没关系
因为健康就好开心就好
但。。。事实终究是事实
总要面对自己是肥婆胖妹肥妹

宝贝每次都对偶说
没关系不要紧无所谓
在他心里偶已经很美了
但这些话对偶而言总觉得很为难你
自己的肥胖搞到别人歧视你看扁你
有这样的女朋友

偶真的开始自卑起来了
心情不好
乱发脾气
但又不想让你知道
怕你担心
最总你还是担心了~
宝贝
对不起
偶太没用了
偶什么都做不到
偶能做的只是呆在你身边而已
原谅偶的无知
原谅偶的天真
原谅偶的鲁莽
原谅偶的小气
原谅偶的一切

偶爱你

Thursday, April 2, 2009

What's wrong ???

what happen to everyone?

what happen to my family?

what happen to my mummy?

what had i done?

what's wrong with me?

what's going on?

anyone can tell me?

im sick of those question...everyday bla bla bla...if mummy really dont like my life style

just ask me back to daddy hse lor...no nid so san fu euu everyday bla me isn't it?

i know whatever i do whatever i say whatever i do not help are totally wrong...

whatever u do whatever u say whatever u scold are 200% CORRECT...

euu r my mummy and im ur daughther i should keep my mouth shut and listen to euu...

it is fair to euu doesn't it?

nothing much i can help...

nothing much i can do...

nothing much i can say...

do euu really wanna force me betray euu and leave this hse or euu let me do whatever im doing?

of coz...i knew the answer even tot euu didnt say it out...coz i know...EUU ARE MY MUMMY...

EUU WILL NEVER CHANGE UR MIND...

euu are the one i admire 1 love it and i wont leave euu...

but nowadays...u make me become......... till i dunno how im gonna descirbe....

everyone got anger...everyone will have to explore...

im the one who let euu explore on me...

im the only one who are still beside euu do euu know that?

do euu know why i dowan to back daddy's hse?

do euu ever know why i choose to follow euu?

euu will never know...whatever euu say is hurting me...

whatever u doing is for UR OWN GOOD!

mummy...ur action will just make me crazy and not teaching me...

whatever euu are doing now is totally out of ur mind...

im telling...im not trying to wai hip euu...if euu still gonna be like that...

im sure...i will back to daddy hse...

and become a person that u will never know...

im already s0t...

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Boring Holiday~~~~

Holiday sibeh boring aaaaa...

everyday stay at kopitiam jaga shop no other place can go...

everynite stay at home do nothing...

no games no music no chit-chat no nothing...

IM GONNA CRAZY!!!!!!

what should i do????

arhhhh sibeh bored aaaa!!!!!!

anyone come and HELP ME!!!!!

Naza GTR ... CPI



I wish to have 1 scooter like this =x
reli yeng...walaupun not new but still yao yeng lor.....
this is my dreamz scooter le....
price EXTREMELY nice...
150cc...NOT BAD....
i saw 1 in melaka oni...hope to see it again somewhere...
goshhhh...MY DREAMZ SCOOTER~!!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

Happy Unhappy?

i dunno what is my feel now...
im so happy that u with me together whole day....
accompany me watch movie...eat...play...
u follow me the whole day...
should i be very happy?
but.....
how come i feel so down now?
becoz of 1 phone call...everything goes unhappy?
i dunno why i feel unhappy and upsad...
izzit becoz ur mum was very angry and ask u to back home?
or i feel very sorry to ur mum that i "kidnap" her son?
i reli dunno what to do now...
i just feel...im doing something wrongly and i dunno it...
i ask u to inform ur parents that u are not going home or u are safe at some place...
but seems u didnt heard what i told u...
now den ur mum is "chasing" u around...
and i feel myself very bad that i didnt send u home...
i reli dunno how to face ur mum and u...
i should ask u back home after final exam...
u shouldn't stay here for so long...
u should back home earlier and see ur parents...
haizzz......
izzit my fault? any1 false??
i reli dunno tht...and i dont wish to know tht...im sick of thinking bout it....





to my nuinui:
y u so bad today...u surppose to ajak me take photo with u izzit it?
y u didnt call mama?
mama waiting u for so long...dont u know that???
mama reli reli reli wanna have 1 more photo with u...
coz....u r not coming back to mama T_T
y u so notty...y u js leave mama like tht?
dont u feel mama angry with u?
mama reli angry with u...but mama more sad than angry....
sobzzz........
nuinui sibeh notty...the next time i saw u i sure KICK ur @ss....
bad nuinui....
take care urself and do miss me....
REMEMBER.....Hate me is ur lost Love me is ur pleasure...
I WILL MISS EUU SO MUCHIEEEE
"I Do Love U As My Buddy & NuiNui"

sorry for anything that i had done to u...hope u dont put in ur heart...im alwiz be with u

Sunday, March 1, 2009

不知该开心还是失落

偶很开心你今天出现在我家
偶也很开心偶从今天起不需要做兼职

但开心过后又是什么?
你可以说偶小气偶霸道偶无理取闹
偶都无所谓
偶如果有你那样的头脑偶还需要你的帮忙吗?
偶知道自己懒到出汁 
人人都说这么说偶
偶也不是第一次听到了
偶自己心里有数

难道你还不习惯偶的脾气吗?
难道你不了解吗?
也对啦
周围的人都说
偶不了解你
偶耍大小姐脾气
偶霸道
偶不接受别人的理由
偶不停人家的劝告

也许你了解或许你不了解
但没关系
偶只想告诉你
不管你了解不了解
偶就是这样
接受不接受
偶不在乎
喜不喜欢
是你的自由
偶已不再理会

有没有人在偶身边
对偶已经无关痛痒了
偶已经习惯了一个人的生活
偶已经不再是偶了
你知道吗? 呵呵~

偶累了~如果这一刻能够停止偶宁可停止一切~停下偶的脚步~停下偶的呼吸~躺在冰冷的棺材里~等待自由的飞翔~